urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling steven_darling steven_darling 2008-03-12T00:10:59Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:7477 2008-03-12T00:10:59Z 2008-03-12T00:10:59Z So here's my typical day in a nutshell:<br />get up between 12 and 3. this is where i relax, get ready for the day, smoke, practice music, sit around on my ass. go into work at 5, deal with customers, make sweet tips. get home around 10:30 and unwind for about an hour before going out for the nite. hang out until about 5 am and go home and attempt to write some shit before sleep takes me. get up and do it all over again. <br /><br />its getting old. the only thing i wanna do all day is play music or hang out with brian, meghan, or my band. pretty sad to say that there arent more people im interested in spending my time with. dont get me wrong, i have lots of dear friends, but alot of them i dont see or only see at, say, a BAR. fuck that shit. i wanna meet new people with new interests and solid goals. life is great but feeling a little stagnant. need something or someone to make it worthwhile. id like to take a trip this summer to the westcoast. california, sunset strip, beaches, etc. the band is really the only wothwhile thing i got going. and even thats not good enough for me anymore... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:7315 2008-02-15T11:18:12Z 2008-02-15T11:18:12Z Led Zeppelin i found this today. someone made a video out of one of ours shows. totally B.A.<br /><br /><lj-embed id="1" /><br />[Error: close lj-embed tag without open tag] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:6990 2007-08-31T03:41:55Z 2007-08-31T03:41:55Z check out my band...<br /><br />www.myspace.com/nathankalish urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:6534 2006-12-08T19:26:38Z 2006-12-08T19:26:38Z so i need to find a job. im thinking about joining the army again. which i might do unless someone drops about 10 grand in my lap... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:6231 2006-09-23T17:35:33Z 2006-09-23T17:35:33Z everyone come to my bands show tonite at skelletones at around 6ish. its like 5 bucks. we go on at 8 or 830. sweeeeeeeeeet. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:6009 2006-09-05T01:20:06Z 2006-09-05T01:20:06Z fall is the best. best weather, best parties, best...weather. heres to fall. lets make it memorable... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:5572 2006-07-25T02:31:35Z 2006-07-25T02:31:35Z if i could be jay or silent bob, id probably be jay. he just smokes and trys to fuck all day. <br /><br />snoogins.<br /><br />god, im so stoned right now... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:5108 2006-06-01T20:10:51Z 2006-06-01T20:10:51Z friend - "why the fuck do you hang out with such young kids?"<br /><br />me - "i..uh..."<br /><br />friend - "dude, if you hang out with older people, youll actually grow as a person. there'll be alot less drama in your life. if partying and pointing fingers is the only thing yours friends wanna do, i would get some new friends fast."<br /><br />me - "hmm..."<br /><br /><br />basically im finding out that the people that i thought were my friends...really...arent. its pretty hard for me to grasp this concept. i pretty much never have any drama when im hanging out with my older friends (22+). that shouldve told me something right there. im not saying im perfect, but this damn rep im getting is pissing me off. i might as well be a huge player, try to steal everyones gfs, fuck over my friends, and have alterior motives for EVERYTHING. alot of people already think that way anyway. i mean, if im doing the time, i might as well do the crime...right?<br /><br />i just wish that for once somebody would give me the benefit of the doubt, instead of judging me by what people told them.<br /><br />to my true friends: &lt;3<br />to everyone else: <br /><br /><br /><br />steve urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:4707 2006-05-30T04:09:06Z 2006-05-30T04:09:06Z this weekend blew. i cant wait til i get my own place in a couple months. if it werent for about a total of 2 people, id blow this fuckin town... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:4279 2006-05-21T05:20:45Z 2006-05-21T05:20:45Z fuck sluts. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:3896 2006-04-17T23:15:31Z 2006-04-17T23:15:31Z so the hardest part about having my birthday tonite is deciding where to drink...;-) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:3518 2006-03-12T08:07:48Z 2006-03-12T08:07:48Z tonite was perfect. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:2596 2006-02-19T17:40:12Z 2006-02-19T17:40:12Z If we help each other out along the way <br />Then maybe everything will be OK <br />Who decides if you'll succeed? <br />Who decides those things you want and need? <br /><br />Looking back on all those years <br />All the smiles and all the tears <br />i never want those memories to fade <br />What we have done what can we do <br />We search our whole life for the truth <br />For always and always and always <br /><br />I know sometimes well disagree <br />But no one here can absolutely see <br />Were just learning as we go <br />There's nothing in this world we just dont know <br /><br />Honestly not interested urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:2357 2006-02-03T10:12:58Z 2006-02-04T02:56:03Z sorry if i hurt peoples feelings or offend people. im tired of constantly being shit on everytime i try to help someone. if you dont have a clue about what im saying, then this probably doesnt concern you. and this isnt just about one person. <br /><br />its late, and im tired. nite. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:2105 2006-01-29T00:09:12Z 2006-01-29T00:09:12Z believe me when i say it, you're not my style anymore... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:1745 2006-01-19T02:10:40Z 2006-01-19T02:10:40Z Scatman - Scatman John i found a job finally. praise the Lord. <br /><br />im listening to scatman with mikey. <br /><br />scabadobibbidybobbidyboo....yeah, yeah... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:1469 2006-01-13T16:44:32Z 2006-01-13T16:44:32Z <img src="http://xda.xanga.com/87cb11e66243028688332/b20124259.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:1222 2006-01-11T10:05:56Z 2006-01-11T10:05:56Z a brain that never stops ticking / sometimes an on-off switch would sure come in handy / a mind that's constantly cutting up and dissecting / looking for answers committing murders along the way<br /><br />is it the red wire or the blue wire / just pick one and cut / it just doesn't matter anymore / or did it ever / cause I could never control when the bomb would explode / oh god I love you / I mean forever / I left my body behind to break the news / looks like it's over / please remember all of the things I never got a chance to say / like you look smashing in your fourth grade picture the one that we hung by the door / in our house that was so beautiful / there in our little home<br /><br />if this medication upsets your stomach / take it with crackers bread or a small meal / we understand it won't do shit towards the cure / but if you buy this I promise you're gonna like the way it makes you feel<br /><br />is it the red wire or the blue wire / just pick one and cut / it just doesn't matter anymore / or did it ever / cause I could never control when the bomb would explode / oh god I love you / I mean forever / I left my body behind to break the news / looks like it's over / please remember all of the things I never got a chance to say / like you look smashing in your fourth grade picture the one that we hung by the door / in our house that was so beautiful / there in our little home urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:531 2006-01-08T06:26:37Z 2006-01-08T06:26:37Z so seriously, i dont get this lj thing. im more of a myspace/xanga man. imagine a huge bowl full of a sauce called NOOB, and thats how i feel. <br /><br />somebody take me away from everything. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:steven_darling:279 2005-12-28T02:27:52Z 2005-12-28T02:27:52Z true story.